Wochita zozizwitsa, kuwopa mapasipoti ndi malonda, anakhala moyo wautali ndi wovuta, kupempherera anthu ndi kuthandiza anthu. Fufuzani maulosi ati a Mama Alipia atakwaniritsidwa kale ndi zomwe tikuyembekeza.
Mu chikhalidwe cha chikhristu, mungapeze chiwerengero chachikulu cha oyera mtima ndi opembedza, amene amapembedzedwa ndikuwatumizira ndi pempho lothandizidwa kapena kuchiritsidwa. Koma si onse omwe adapatsidwa mwayi wotsogolera zamtsogolo, monga amayi Alipia. Atapulumutsidwa ku ndende ndi mtumwi Petro, adakhala wozizwitsa wodalitsika yemwe adanena zinsinsi zamtsogolo kwa anthu wamba.
Zochitika zodabwitsa pamoyo wa amayi Alipia
Moyo wake wonse, Alipia wodekha anayesera kuti asakope chidwi. Mpaka pano, tsiku lenileni la kubadwa kwake silinadziwidwe: malinga ndi mabuku ena, iye anabadwira mumzinda wa Goloseevo mu 1905, koma ambiri mwa iwo akumuyitana chaka cha kubadwa kwake mu 1910. Pa nthawi ya moyo wake ankatchedwa Agapia - anakhalapo dzina mpaka 1918, pamene makolo ake adaphedwa. Msungwana wausiku yekha anawerenga Psalter kwa akufa, ndipo kenako anapita kudutsa m'mipingo ya ambuye ndi mipingo ya tchalitchi. Kuyambira ali mwana mpaka kukalamba Alipia adapewa kulandira zikalata: analibe pasipoti ndi propiska. Ojambulawo adadalitsanso mwakachetechete: pambuyo pa imfa yake, ma shoti ndi mafelemu ochepa chabe a mbiri ya mavidiyo adasungidwa.
Poyankhula za iyemwini, amayi anga nthawi zonse ankalankhula mwa amuna:
"Ndinali kulikonse: ku Pochaev, ku Piukhtitsa, mu Utatu-Sergius Lavra. Ndinali ku Siberia katatu. Ndinapita ku mipingo yonse, ndikukhala nthawi yaitali, ndikuvomerezedwa kulikonse. "
Kenaka panafika nthawi yozunzidwa ndi chipembedzo, zomwe zinakhudza Alipia. Anatumizidwa ku ndende, komwe, pambali pake, ansembe ambiri adasungidwa. Ndendeyo inali pamphepete mwa nyanja, pafupi ndi Novorossiysk, pamtunda umodzi. Usiku wina, Alipia anamusiya mwadzidzidzi: palibe mlonda wina amene amatha kuthawa. Amayi omwe adanena kuti mtumwi Petro adakhala mpulumutsi wake.
"Iwo anandikankha ine, anandimenya ine, anandifunsa ine ... Iwo andiyika ine mu selo yaikulu. Panali ansembe ambiri kundende, ndinakhala zaka khumi kumeneko. Usiku uliwonse anthu 5-6 adachotsedwa mosavuta. Pomalizira, atatu yekhawo adatsalira mu selo: wansembe mmodzi, mwana wanga ndi ine. Wansembeyo anati iye ndi mwana wake azitumikira mwambo wa maliro okha, chifukwa adadziwa kuti adzaphedwa mmawa. Ndipo anandiuza kuti ndikanasiya malo ano amoyo. Usiku, Petro anatsegula pakhomo ndipo anatsogolera alonda onse pakhomo lakumbuyo, namuuza kuti ayende panyanja. Anayenda popanda kuchoka ku gombe, popanda chakudya ndi madzi kwa masiku khumi ndi limodzi. Anakwera pamapiri, anathyola, anagwa, ananyamuka, adathamanga kachiwiri, akung'amba zidutswa zake. Pa nthawi yomweyi, ndinali ndi zipsera zazikulu mmanja mwanga. "
Kenako anakumana ndi mkulu wotchedwa Hieroschemonk Theodosius, yemwe ankakhala pafupi ndi Novorossiysk. Wodabwitsa Theodosius anali wokondwa kwambiri ndi chikondi chake kwa Mulungu ndi mphamvu ya moyo yomwe anamudalitsa chifukwa cha zopusa. Anatenga malumbiro ake ku Kiev-Pechersk Lavra, koma anakhazikika m'nyumba ina pafupi ndi Goloseevo. Kumeneko iye adali ndi ana auzimu komanso otsatira ake achipembedzo.
Panthawi ya nkhondo, amayi anga anakakamizika kugwira ntchito ku Germany. Ali m'ndende, akaidi omwe ankakhala naye, tsiku lililonse ankawona zozizwitsa. Kumangidwa, kumene kunali kosatheka kuthawa, kunkawoneka kuti kukondweretsa Alypia: pamene adayamba kupemphera, alonda achi Germany ankawoneka ngati akhungu ndi ogontha. Pamene akuwerenga Psalter, adatengera akazi kunja kwa waya wamtunda tsiku ndi tsiku, kupulumutsa miyoyo, koma osadziwika.
Kuwopsya kochititsa mantha kwa maulosi a amayi anga
Atabwerera kunyumba yake yodzichepetsa pambuyo pa nkhondo, adayang'ana pa kuthandizira kuvutika ndi kupemphera. Wina wapanga moyo mosavuta ndi uphungu wanzeru, wina wathandizira kuthana ndi matenda powerenga Masalmo ndi mabuku auzimu. Ndili ndi zaka, mphatso yowoneratu zamtsogolo inadza kwa amayi anga. Kumayambiriro kwa chaka cha 1986, iye anakhala wosasinthasintha, nthawi zonse amamuuza za moto woyipa komanso kuzunzidwa kwa anthu akuyembekezera Ukraine. Kumayambiriro kwa mwezi wa April, patatha milungu ingapo kuti tsoka la Chernobyl lisanamwalire, iye, yemwe poyamba anali atadziwika kuti anali atachoka, adachoka kunyumba ndipo anapita kumzinda womwe unali woti udzawonongedwe tsiku limodzi. Kwa masiku khumi, Alipia adagwiritsa ntchito Chernobyl lonse pozungulira malo ndi antchito pofuna kuyesa mavuto awo kwa anthu ake mwa pemphero.
Chimodzi mwa ziphunzitso za Utatu-Sergius Lavra pa msonkhano ndi mneneri wamkazi wodalitsika anadabwa:
"Tsiku lina anyamata achikulire anabwera kwa amayi anga, akukaikira kuti amatha kuona zam'tsogolo. Alipia anayang'ana pa aliyense, ndiyeno anamuuza mmodzi wa iwo kuti kukwatira mwamuna ndi tchimo lalikulu la Sodomu, limene moyo umapita ku gehena. Zikuoneka kuti mnyamatayo analidi mwamuna kapena mkazi. Patangopita mwezi umodzi kuchokera pamsonkhanowo, mosayembekezereka anafera aliyense. "
Mayi Alipia kwa zaka zochepa adazindikira za kutsutsana kwa Filaretsky kwa tchalitchi. Ankadandaula ndi kuti achinyamata adzatayika ndipo sadzadziwa kuti mpingo ungakhale wotani. Iye adawona bwino lomwe mavuto omwe anthu omwe akufuna kupanga mpingo wa Chikhristu wa Orthodox adzalandira. Asisitere omwe anakhalapo nthawi yake anati:
"Pamene adawona chithunzi cha Filaret, adati:" Iye si wathu. " Tinayamba kufotokozera amayi kuti ndi mzinda wathu waukulu, poganiza kuti sanamudziwe, koma anabwerezanso mobwerezabwereza kuti: "Iye si wathu." Kenaka sitinamvetse tanthauzo la mawu ake, ndipo tsopano tikudabwa zaka zambiri Mayi akuwoneratu zonse. "
M'kulosera kwa wodalitsika, wina akhoza kuwona nkhondo ya Chechen, ndi mavuto a zachuma padziko lonse omwe anachitika mu 2008. Alipia analankhula za nkhondo zimene zinapangitsa anthu ambiri a ku Chechnya olankhula Chirasha kusiya nyumba zawo:
"Ndimakhala ndi ululu wa ena. Padzakhala nkhondo ku Caucasus komwe anthu adzavutikira chifukwa cha chikhulupiriro cha Orthodox. "
Zaka zochepa nkhondo itatha, adalonjeza njala, chifukwa chakuti "amasiyana mosiyana ndi ndalama." Ankawoneka kuti akudziwa kuti akhoza kuthana ndi vutoli, koma adaneneratu kuti sangakhale yekhayo. Iye anandiuza kuti ndipemphe chipulumutso kuchokera ku njala yaikulu ku Kiev:
"Kuyambira Kiev musasiye - paliponse padzakhala njala, koma ku Kiev kuli mkate. Anthu ake, okhulupilira, Ambuye sadzalola kuti afe, okhulupirika adzalandira mkate umodzi ndi madzi, koma adzapulumuka. "
Inde, adamva kupweteka kwakukulu kwa nkhondo yachitatu ya padziko lonse. Asanamwalire, mu 1988, adafotokoza mtundu wa chiwonongeko chomwe anthu adzayambe atayamba:
"Izi sizingakhale nkhondo, koma kuphedwa kwa anthu chifukwa cha kuvunda kwawo. Mitembo idzagona m'mapiri, palibe amene adzaitengere kukaika. Mapiri, zitunda zidzasokonezeka, pamtunda ndi dziko lapansi. Anthu adzathamanga kuchoka ku malo kupita kumalo. Padzakhala ambiri ofera opanda chikhulupiriro omwe adzavutika chifukwa cha Chikhulupiriro cha Orthodox. Nkhondo idzayamba pa Petro ndi Paulo - pa 12 Julayi, Tsiku la Atumwi Atumwi Oyambirira. "
Nkhondo itatha, amayi anga ananeneratu kuti njala yatsopano idzayambe, kuti apulumutsidwe kuchokera kwa anthu owerengeka okha omwe angakhale ndi moyo:
"Pano mukukangana, kulumbirira nyumba, kuchoka ... Padzakhala nthawi yomwe padzakhala nyumba zambiri zopanda kanthu, koma sadzakhala ndi aliyense wokhalamo. Ng'ombe sizingagulitsidwe - pambuyo poti Apocalypse itithandiza, idzapereka chakudya. "
Mayi Alipia, ngakhale asanamwalire, adadabwitse aliyense ndi mphatso yake yoyang'ana kutsogolo: miyezi isanu ndi umodzi asanamwalire, adanena kuti adzafa Lamlungu. Chimodzi mwa ma novices. zolembedwa mu kukumbukira moyo wa Alipia:
"Ndinapempha kuti ndiwone tsiku limene lidzakhale pa Oktoba 30. Ndinayang'ana ndipo ndinati: "Lamlungu." Nthaŵi ina anati: "Lamlungu." Pambuyo pa imfa yake, tinazindikira kuti, mu April, amayi adatitsegulira tsiku la imfa yake - miyezi isanu ndi umodzi iye asanakwane. "
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