Anthu ambiri amavutika ndi vuto lolemera kwambiri, kuphatikizapo sebretesis. Wojambula wotchuka Feliz Fawn lero nthawi zambiri amachotsedwera kuti azisangalala, amawopsyeza anthu ndi zithunzi zowala, zojambula zambiri ndi zoboola. Kuyang'ana pa msungwana wamng'ono ndi wokongola, simunganene kuti ali ndi vuto ndi kulemera kwambiri . Zithunzi za Felis Fawn zisanachitike komanso pambuyo pochepetsedwa zimadodometsa komanso kusangalala nthawi yomweyo. Nkhani ya mtsikanayo si yosavuta, popeza sanangotaya kulemera kwambiri, komabe nayenso anakumana ndi vuto lalikulu ngati anorexia.
Mbiri ya kutaya thupi Feliz Fawn
Nkhani ya mayesero onse omwe anagwa pamapewa ake, mtsikanayo adayika pa blog yake. Zitachitika atatha kutopa powerenga za iye mwini zosiyanasiyana, amati, Felis amafalitsa anorexia ndi mawonekedwe ake, ndi zina zotero. Kukonzekera mfundo zonse pamwamba pa "ndi", chitsanzocho chinalongosola mwatsatanetsatane magawo onse a kulemera kwawo.
Mu zaka 17, kutalika ndi kulemera kwa Feliz Fawn kunali masentimita 167-168 ndi 72.5 makilogalamu. Panthawi imeneyo, zinali zovomerezeka, ndipo sankadziwa za maonekedwe ake. Msungwanayo sanaganizepo za zopatsa mphamvu, chakudya ndi mapuloteni, iye anali otsimikiza kuti sakusowa konse. Anali ndi chibwenzi, anzake ndipo ankawoneka kuti moyo unali wopambana. Tsiku lina pa phwando lachichepere Feliz adamuwona atsikana ambiri okongola ndi okongola, omwe amamverera ngati "behemoth". Pa nthawiyi adaganiza kuti ndizofunika kusintha moyo wake. Zikuwoneka kuti Felis Faun anali kutaya thupi, monga adazichita yekha popanda thandizo ndi ndondomeko za akatswiri, koma panthawiyi anali otsimikiza kuti akuyenda m'njira yoyenera. Msungwanayo adachepetsa kwambiri chakudya chake tsiku ndi tsiku, ndipo nthawi zina amatha kufa njala.
Izi "zodabwitsa mankhwala" anapereka zotsatira ndipo mu chaka Felis anataya 18 makilogalamu. Koma, mofanana ndi atsikana ambiri, atatha kupambana kotero, amakhulupirira kuti adakali wangwiro ndipo anali abwino kwambiri. Chaka china chinadutsa ndipo Feliz Fawn anali wolemera makilogalamu 48.5 ndipo izi zinali ndi kukula kwa masentimita 170. Msungwanayo sanadzidandaule yekha ndipo adakhala ndi njala kwa masiku asanu. Panthawiyi, nkhani inawonekera m'maso mwake, akunena za vuto la kudya.
Mtsikanayo adapeza zizindikilo zambiri mwa iye ndipo adazindikira kuti sanalikulemetsa, koma adadwala kwambiri. Pofuna kusiya, Faun sankadziwa, ndipo kulemera kwake kunapitirirabe ndipo kumapeto kwa chaka chiwerengero cha thupi chinali ndi 16, pomwe chiwerengerochi chinali 18.5-25. Felis anasungunuka kwenikweni pamaso pa maso ake, iye analibenso mphamvu kuti achite chirichonse. Chisangalalo chokha kwa iye ndi mnyamata amene analipo nthawi zonse ndipo amamuthandiza. Atazindikira kuti wokondedwa wake anali atadwala kwambiri, adam'tengera kuchipatala. Madokotala anachita kafukufuku ndi kulamula chithandizo. Feliz anadwala kwambiri ndipo masiku 13 sakanatha kuyang'ana chakudya. Kulimbana ndi vuto kunyumba, sakanatha, choncho anapita kuchipatala. Chaka chotsatira, chifukwa cha chithandizo chamankhwala, adayamba kudya chakudya cholimba, koma sanamudziwe bwino. Zinatenga nthawi yayitali kuti pulojekitiyi ikhale yolemera komanso kuti kagayidwe kameneka kayamba kukhazikika. Asanayambe kulemera, Felice Fawn anali wathanzi, tsopano ayenera kulamulira nthawi zonse kulemera kwake ndi zakudya kuti kubwezeretsa kusayambe. Anorexia ndi matenda omwe sangathe kugonjetsedwa kwathunthu, ndipo akhoza kupitiriza nthawi iliyonse.
Mpaka lero, magawo a Feliz Fawn ndi awa: mawere - 82 masentimita, m'chiuno - 60 masentimita ndi mchiuno - 84 masentimita. Anagawana zochitika zake, kuti munthu akhale chitsanzo, bwanji kuti asatayike ndi zomwe zingachititse kuyesa kuchepa. Lero Felis amadzichepetsa ndikuzindikira zofooka zake ndipo amayamikira ulemu.
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